I was not useful in this world

My life was really strange! I was confused why Allah gave the illness that was difficult for me? Needed you knew that I this had the illness that according to me really. I this be sick the heart. Every month must the control to the doctor to know how my heart. After I was sentenced suffered this illness I felt embarrased and frightened. I was frightened caused ashame by everyone, in fact I was not permitted to play sport. In fact other teachers understood him, but continue to during my sport lesson continue to forced to go along although being banned